Actually... Chris off also no point... because these 3 days both of us just sit at home play com... SO SIAN. Want to go out also no money go out... now end of the month le... have to wait a couple more days for my credit card to kick in xD

I just bid for the complete collection of Friends on eBay! My long-wanted DVD set. Muahaha. I'll know if I win the bid tomorrow midnight. Hehehee. I hope I win. But the sad thing is.... a couple of days after I bid... I saw another one selling at HALF OF WHAT I BID. ZZZZ UBER SIAN. So actually even if I lose the current one also no loss xD can buy another at cheaper price..

I'm super sian now... Nothing to do.... I'm using the laggy com so I cant play Cabal properly... Dont feel like playing also...


These few days or rather these few months I feel that my heart very pain... Everytime see my sis also cannot even look at each other, I duno why she hate me so much.. I think if its because of that stupid TV show I would have just let her watch.. Its like wtf.. Can angry for so long.. Sometimes it seems that we are ok already and I try to talk to her.. she will ans but after awhile will have friction again..

She moving out I'm happy but I wish can be like last time... Everything also share everything also can talk abt.. That time Chris break up with me.... I totally dun feel like crying, I just feel angry.. Then that time I just talk to her then I ok le.. And now its like whenever we make eye contact we will straight away look away.. Then she also lost weight, I'm sure my mom also got notice..

but aiya post like that also no point because she also dont care about anything..


this whole post is about ...

HOW SIAN I AM...

Cheers..